Maddie :]

I completely forget about this thing all of the time. Maybe because the events of my life, often, leave me speechless. I honestly dont know what to say to anyone anymore. If everyone could just be real, everything would be easier. I dont like the feeling of walking into a room, knowing people were just talking about me or someone was just saying something about me that isnt true. I try and try over again with the same people but at some point I have to realize theyre just toxic for me.

Aside from that shit is pretty good. I’ve been working so hard the past few days and it’s all going to pay off very soon. It feels good to be creative again and have something of my own. The next few weeks are going to be pretty rough but I’m excited. And this weekend is going to rule! Good shit!